So tired of this...

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here.

As I lie awake and ponder, light shines dull in mind

Visions unclear, vast, and yonder; endless severed ties.

For if my thoughts to words did come however should I tell

Of this feeling, weighted burden; a quiet, mournful hell.

The path we choose we try to tread yet many branching turns

Lead the weary to regret and never to return.

This meaning staggers on my lips but no coherent thought

Could ever sway the meaning through and into your heart wrought.

The fallacy of my own mind has ever closed the door

To sharing with you every breath of love and nothing more.

Group 12 is the shit.

Well the first weekend of school can be considered nothing less than successful.  The past few days have been great, after idling for so long during the summer I'm ready to speed up again.  Practice has been going relatively well, I'm feeling much more prepared than before.  Decided to drop organic and genetics since I have no idea what my schedule will be like, and who was I kidding..genetics at 8am T Th?!  If you know me, then you know that's impossible.  The schedule is pretty sweet I must admit...

MWF 11-2pm Comp Sci, Czech, Psych
T Th   12-1 Czech, Th 1-6 Chem lab

Friday night was interesting to say the least.  Went to Towers then Van and I went and checked out Kappa Sig..decent group of guys, but I don't think anyone is comparable to the friends I've already made.  Saturday was hectic..spent the day running around getting ready for the party we had last night.  In the end we had a keg of shiner, some jungle juice, and a bit of liquor..A lot of people from Whitis and tons of people from cheer showed up, 'twas a lot of fun.  No tuck check..but getting hurt right now at a party really isn't worth it.  For the most part everyone that I wanted to have over here was here, can't really ask for more.  AND there's leftover shiner in the keg, which is still chilled in the bathtub.  Time to get serious and get ready for this next week...with the first game coming up these next few games should be a completely new experience to me.  Oh yeah, Blair you rock.

Currently Playing The Used By The Used see related

- On My Own

The last weekend before school has come and gone..as has the summer.  These past months have flown by, and I can only imagine the hands of time will continue to quicken.  Oh how things have changed, some of the things and people most important to me have gone as fast as they came, the bridge between us has burned.  When I look in the mirror I no longer see the person who stared back at me for the first 18 years of my life, and I doubt he'll ever be seen again.  It seems for the first time I can let go and just take things as they come, instead of always playing it safe and walking down the weathered road.  As ready as I am to let fate take it's course, it seems that of all the "could've been"s that have choked my throat and held my tongue for so long, the final has the tightest grip around my neck.   If I could have one wish, I'd let it be this...but what good is hope, when it has the ability and tendency to break both the strong and weak?  I wish you'd see me...

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something